Showing posts with label fiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fiction. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

D.I.Y Meets Establishment



I'm a d.i.y artist.  I market on a shoestring and use the tools that I can access without money.

Recently I have had a couple of reactions about my kamikaze marketing from teaching "artists"attached to prestigious universities.  They, to a one, felt it necessary to smack me down by telling me that what I'm doing is breaking the rules, and therefore marks me as an amateur.

I wonder that they find someone else's non-institutional efforts threatening.  I wonder at these infrequent reactions to herculean efforts to get independent media content out into the world, and in front of eyes, without the aid of corporate/university machines.

It seems ungenerous.  If successful at it, which I have been so far, am I still an amateur?  Who made these rules you enforce without teeth? Why are art educators, at the highest level, so fearful of that which swims in a different pool?

Hm...I wish you all well in your rule filled worlds.  I think I'll just keep giving myself permission to try.


Disbelief - audiobook - prologue-ch 1

Prologue - The Beginning of the End found here

Chapter One - The Rogue's File found here


Friday, January 30, 2015

Chapter Three



The World at War
The SUL woman doesn’t see the road she travels.  She avoids the ridges and mineral towers, the fissures and sinkholes, on this road under the earth, by instinct.  She doesn’t notice that the rock walls are riddled with phosphorous, nor that opaque lizards skitter across a karst landscape.  She can hear a stream sinking beneath the rocks on her right, and the trickle of wet that fans the opposite wall, coating it with a mossy sheen.  She will never see these things as the human cave enthusiasts do, with their headlamps bouncing bright beams across all that makes no sense in such light. What she sees is home.
It’s a hard climb from the caves of SUL City to the surface, though about half as long as it once was, before the world started shrinking.  Twelve hours of shinnying up through crevices named after trolls, Niffilheimr, Utgaror, and Jarnvior.  Then she crawls up an over the Rim of Two Crags. Next she winches across two canyons, Ismenios, and Kholkikos, named after the dragons who once dwelt there.  All this before she reaches the shore of the interior ocean, where she makes camp, before starting up the road she’s on now.
Sulis doesn’t notice her surroundings, not only because she has no eyes, but because her thoughts are focused on her immediate future.  The skin of her forehead is furrowed above the hollows where eyes might be.  A snarl of frizzy reddish hair is pulled off her face and dreaded down her back, with bits of equipment woven right into it -- tools, food, explosives.  Sulis has a prominent nose, as all SUL do, a square jaw, and full lips.  Her translucent skin pulses an underlay of green veins.  She wears a madras shirt tucked into khaki trousers, her boots are laced to mid-calf.  
Sulis has been sent by the elders of her clan.  The women who put the horns on the clan chiefs, the great mothers who can also knock those horns off.  Sulis is on a one way journey to Winkin City.  She comes to the surface as a martyr, but first she comes as an assassin.  She has been selected to take a life.  She had foreseen it, but the reality is still a jolt.  It is a cancer that eats at her, this killing she must do.  Even now she wells with anger, her fists clinched, hot blood flushing her cheeks, at thoughts of this her fate.  
Why am I always the one singled out to be different?  For Sulis has found that being gifted is not always a gift.  
Sulis is a feeler, sworn to heal whenever there is need.  She doesn’t know why her touch takes away pain, heals sores, and open wounds.  Even she wonders why she can seal cracks in bones, and cleanse impurities in blood, it just happens, and it always has.  But Sulis hates to touch, or to be touched, at all.  Which makes the oath of skin, a palm held firmly to her forehead, an act she finds decidedly objectionable.  Yet it is what she must do, what she has sworn to do, to heal when there is need.  Now she must forswear this oath, and use her gift to bind the man whose life she will end. 
Sulis was a child when she first saw this war that has come upon them.  A war declared by the Night Mare’s government-church against the species of the planet’s Core.  Eminent domain was first used against the Batemba, and then the Efwiddle, and now at last the SUL are being forced to an offensive.  
Eminent Domain, the legal way that greedy, lying, bastards commoditize the mother planet, or so the SUL have always been taught.   And as always, Sulis thinks with spite, the people have no say.  The governments of the surface have always done the bidding of tyrants, no matter what they’ve been called -- president, dictator, CEO.
At the very beginning of the Night Mare’s reign the people of the Core, the Efwiddle, the Batemba, and the SUL, were forced into treaties, and compelled to hand over ancient territories.  Later they were corralled onto reservations.  Recent legislation requires the Core dwellers to abandon their languages, in favor of the common tongue of the surface, and to cede their governments to the Night Mare’s own.    
“I do all this in the sacred name of the Night Mare’s government-church.”  President Bob adds as an afterthought to every public service announcement, with a slight and irreverent bob of his head.  
At the beginning of his lifelong term, President Bob seemed ridiculous to the people of the Core.  Wobbling under his six foot wide, self-wheeling hat, his uniform weighted in back, to counterbalance the mounds of pibbles, bibbles, and even tribbles, that adorn his breastplate.  
When the Species Relocation Teams began to arrive underground, they came with a directive, one that’s proved fatal for Core dwellers.  The people of the Core now take President Bob very seriously.  
First he made it legal to hunt the Batemba as food.  The Batemba are a slug-like race of elephant sized mineral eaters, who have lived in the Core lands far longer than there have been two legs up on the surface.  The Batemba are cousins to the antique dragons.  Yet, overnight they have been transformed from ancient and learned culture, to that of comestible delicacy.  
The screen broadcasts do not mention that Batemba meat is in high demand by the aggressive monster lobby, or that Batemba steaks command even higher prices as export off-planet.  Nor do they reveal that President Bob is the majority shareholder of the Night Mare’s only Batemba meat processing plant.  Several monster ranchers recently made substantial donations to Bob’s war chest.  They’ve also applied for licenses, to keep and breed the Batemba in herds.  
The Batemba are incensed.
President Bob’s industry recently infringed on the Efwiddle Territory.  The Efwiddle, a primordial species, composed of viscous vapors, have never been recognized as alive by any surface government, because meetings between the species are too dangerous to organize.  The Effwiddle are composed of a human skin sloughing smoke.  They boast a civilization, and a history, as old, and as detailed, as the Batemba.   
President Bob, believing that the Efwiddle are merely a myth, ordered his monster troops to trample the rocks, which, he had been advised were incubating eggs in a licensed breeding field, for use as fuel.  His troops wiped out several generations of smoke people yet to come, in sacred nurseries deeded to the Efwiddle in treaties much older than the Night Mare.  
In retaliation, for this genocide, the Efwiddle, independent of their Core allies, have already declared war on Winkin City.  Legions of the smoke-people have invaded several blocks of the city’s heating ducts.  Leaving behind thousands of flayed monsters and humans alike, howling in their homes, and along the walkways, skinless and begging to die.  

President Bob has removed all government restrictions, on everything.  Now that the planet is obviously shrinking, with no known way to stop it, Bob plans to end the game with more than anyone else.  All land is now valued at a premium, and he’s acquiring as much for himself, for the government, as he can.   
“By order of the great and scary Night Mare all neighborhoods, and their buildings, are now repatriated.”  Bob announced in chambers to the other Deciders, most of whom are directly affected by this obvious land grab.  
The other scarred, white uniformed, men, for the first time ever, are all allied together.  All of them are now plotting just how to be rid of toady President Bob, without enraging the Night Mare, for whom Bob now acts as sole intermediary. 
The SUL watched in silence as Bob whittled away at the rights of their allies and neighbors.  Then Bob signed an order authorizing the hunt and capture of SUL females, as restock for the Public Herd.  A herd that’s been ravaged by the monster population of Winkin City, a powerful lobby who’s recognized its clout.  
Now Sulis is sent to terminate President Bob, an order agreed to by the all the treaty nations underground, who hold him personally responsible for the shrinking of the planet. 

Sulis was named after an ancient Goddess of water.  It was a name brought from the surface, to the Core, by the expedition of humans, the fathers and mothers of the SUL, who pioneered and peopled the inward land, before the Great Collapse.  The people of the SUL nation are the result of over a million years of interbreeding, amongst a thousand founding families.  Several human ethnicities mingled into one, in the dark underground. 
The SUL recognize that they are directly descended from humans, but they are not complimented by the association.  The SUL consider themselves a separate and unique species, with a culture all their own.  Others on the planet would agree.  
The SUL were discovered after the Great Collapse.  When the platelets resettled, and huge fissures were opened to the core.  Water cave divers and spelunkers followed.  The finding of SUL City is deemed a discovery in the lexicon of surface history. To the SUL it is considered a reintroduction, for they have always known where they were in relation to the surface.  
SUL City is a mountain range of cave dwellings, sprawled above a long plateau, inside a larger cave, which is itself seven miles long and three miles wide.  S.U.L., or subterranean upper life-form, is a government-church acronym, given by the Night Mare to this species of mole people.  They call themselves, as all the treaty nations of the Core lands do, simply the people.

SUL habitats are food poor by surface standards.  Most nutrients are gleaned from organic debris.  Seeds and nuts are foraged from the caches of animals.  Organic matter, flowing through on water, is caught in filters and traps, set along the rock rivulets.  Salamanders, beetles, insect eggs, and spiders, are all eaten as delicacies.    
The SUL food staple is a flavorless energy cake, made of cave molds liberally mixed with guano, to create a paste, which is compressed into small discs, and then dehydrated between hot rocks.  The combustible air underground, a mix of organic gases, precludes the lighting of fires, so surface style cooked food is only enjoyed on caravans to the molten lakes, or to the Manus Market.  
The SUL culture is mystic, and inward.  Intersecting fault lines create pathways allowing ground water, and other oxygenated vapors, to rise through the domed caves as air.  Methane, ethane, and ethylene, with the odor of ethylene, colorless and sweet, like a fruity perfume, permeating everything.  The scent of sweet peaches emanates from the SUL themselves, so concentrated is the gas now to their makeup. According to SUL history, it was ethylene which enlightened the oracles at Delphi.
Humans exposed to this air in confined spaces, experience euphoria, out of body sensation, and amnesia.  Death has occurred in some Blinkins after prolonged exposure to the air of SUL City.  
The SUL navigate without eyes.  Like bats and deep water cave fish, they use a refined sonar, not unlike the echolocation of whales, but without the sound.  Psychic energy bounces off solid objects, which returns to the SUL mind’s eye as vivid schematics.   Much as dogs reference the size of other animals in the scent of their pee.
Inside the inferior colliculus of the SUL brain, that place in humans where vision is bundled with sound, random images appear to the SUL, in flashes, like film footage.  The content of these random images, is a melange of time, with no fixed date apparent.  This SUL seeing is ignored as unreliable.  Yet, among some of the women, as SUL females are still known, are those who see with purpose, the beyond that they see.  Sulis is one of these.  Feelers always are.

Sulis despises this human she is to kill, President Bob.  She sickens at the seeing of him in her mind’s eye -- his chubby short-fingered hand, held flat against her forehead.  For this is how Bob will take the oath of skin from her.  The oath is never given, she thinks.
With controlled and accurate sight, Sulis has seen that her immediate fate will be capture.
She sees a pair of monstrous soldiers lumbering toward her along the Core Road.  A hammerhead and a drillbeast have just killed two of their own compatriots, and eaten them as lunch.  The evidence of the violent feast is all over their many claws.  Chips of metal filings are caught between their several teeth, bloody oil slicks all eight faces, and their score of hands.   
Bob’s all monster army is grown of genetic waste -- hybrids made of useless scrap metal, processed with an indiscriminate amount of eukaryotic matter.  Walking blobs of metal headcheese, incubated to be slimy, strong, hungry, petroleum and blood based -- but not to think, never to think.   
This pair is searching for a hole in which to nap, after their unplanned lunch, when they see the eyeless woman walking towards them, her fisted arms outstretched in the sign of surrender.  They try to ignore her, to pass her by.  They don’t even look down at her.
Sulis will have to persuade these soldiers to arrest her.  Monsters with full bellies are not motivated civil servants.
“Credits?” She pops her tight fists open to the monsters.  She opens and closes them again, many times, quickly.
The monsters startle, they look to her fists in fright.
Sulis knows, as all SUL know, that small sudden movements make monsters uncomfortable.  An uncomfortable monster is a scared monster.  Aggression they understand, and they are at ease countering with same, but when it comes to small things, details and such, monsters confuse easily.  
She said there were credits, one monster thinks to the other, scratching his bum, the seat of his brain.  The action makes a slick sucking sound.  They stare into her small empty hands in confusion.  Where are the credits, they wonder?  What are the credits, they wonder?  They’ve heard the word mentioned in association with food often enough for it to have made an impact.  Then Sulis waggles her fingers, and the monsters huddle closer, fearful of the small unsettling movements.
“You – can – ex - change - me – for - credits.” She says it slowly so that they might understand more quickly.  
“Swap credits - for food.”  She uses hand gestures, and speaks in the condescending tone she’s heard human males use when speaking to their breeders.  
Sulis flashes her hands, open and closed, several times more in quick succession, to show the monsters that she carries no weapon, and to keep them uncomfortable.  
The slimy soldiers glom even closer together, the jelly and metal of their makeup slurping and clanking in fear.  They wish she would just rush at them, or run away.  They’d know just how to react if she did either of those things.  They would snatch her up, throw her down, and stomp on her, which would make it unnecessary to think about what might be tied into her hair, (a blade, three varieties of poison, and several finger sized explosives).  But these monsters are Bob’s perfect soldiers, they do not think at all.

Sulis leans back against the rock wall, her arms folded, waiting while the two monsters fight over which of their screens they will use for her transport.  Then she waits a bit longer while the hammerhead muddles his memory, scratching at his bum, trying to remember how his screen works.  While the drillbeast gouges at his side, drawing a bright purple ooze, and many short cries of pain.  He’s trying to get his screen out of the pocket of his ill-fitting monster brown uniform.  
All three of them jump in surprise when a small point of light shoots out in all directions, and a portal to the Public Herd opens to them.  Each monster is certain that it has accomplished the feat, so they fight over that.
At last both monsters shove Sulis into the open portal, where naked females, of a variety of species, writhe on all the screens, which are the walls, the floors and the counters as well.  
The monsters are now fighting over which of them will enter the opening first.  Both squeeze into the portal at the same time.   It blips to a point of light, and it’s gone, leaving sliver chunks of monster buttocks behind.

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Disbelief




Chapter Two - Lord Nightmare Escapes 
Reve watches the rulers of the pre-collapse broadcast from their derrick kingdoms, in the mighty oil slicked seas, surrounded by tanker flotillas. Crazed, vicious, and triumphant crusaders of the apocalypse foretold, Ulger, the last of the energy barons, along with old Sero and Reup, the Pharma Kings, control the ravaged wastelands.  
Scenes of famine flicker across Verity’s screen.  Humans huddle together in vine covered skyscrapers.  Cities, no longer powered by the fossils that fueled, are mounded with refuse, downed hovers, broken lastics, and non-compostable zastics, piled into towers that rival the buildings in height. 
It’s a postindustrial world, on the verge of a major catastrophe.   A civilization no longer able to power the energy suck it created, and too far removed from the land to understand what is food. 
It’s Ulger who exploded the pocket of gas, in his plan for a planet wide suicide.  He blew out the side of the spinning orb from inside a hilltop of shale, jutting up out of the North Sea.    
Reve wonders why he does it? To leave a mark, his personal signature on the planet?  Whatever the reason, Reve watches one side of the blue orb explode.  There’s a sudden gaping crater, the molten rock inside it, like larvae exposed in an unformed state.  Then the hole begins to suck at the rest of the planet to fill itself.  Mountains crumble, and great cantilevered rocks tumble into the mouths of the dragons, the walls of water have become, as the earth redistributes herself to survive.  Whole cities are sucked inward, from fault lines that widen as they appear. Land is swallowed, chased by oceans, rushing to bandage the gaping void.  Now the world is naught but a rage of waves, and all that was of man and beast, is submerged now, or, barnacle like, clinging to tomorrow’s archeology.
“There is no more, my Lord Reve, but that which is classified.” Verity says, the waves rampaging across her screen.
Reve knows that the world begins again.  For when the waters ebb it is the continent of Blinkin that remains.  The approved history of their world begins later, with the defeat of Alma, and not before.  
“Show me Alma?”  Reve commands, wondering, not for the first time, about this other.  

“Alma was a hag, a harridan, a demon even more frightening then me.” Anka said, when he’d asked her.
His mother spat three times on the floor at the mention of this other’s name.  
“I alone rescued the world, from the fate of Alma’s sun-filled days.”  Anka instructed her son, in a voice the sound and smell of old sewers.  She spat three times again.   
“It was ordained that I should rule alone.”
Young Reve then lived captive in a cage next to the Night Mare’s vanity.  It swung among the cobwebs, occupying a place of pride. 
“But why, mother?” He’d asked the demon.
“Why not?” She replied, admiring her skeletal reflection in her vanity’s mirror.
“What if it had been ordained for Alma to rule alone?  What then?”  Young Reve had asked.    
Anka looked at Reve, her caged and beautiful copper toned son, and she frowned.
“Then maybe you would have become her stupid son, and not mine.”  Anka flicks the back of young Reve’s head, between the slats of the cage, with a talon.  
“That’s not what happened.”  She spat three times again.
“But if it had?”  The boy demon had bravely supposed.  
“If it had I would have rewritten that destiny, and the results would have been the same.  You would still be calling me mummy!”  Anka cawed, smacking her bony thigh with a taloned claw.  
“Stop imagining, Reve, my son.  You’re beginning to sound like a weaver.  Not a good idea to get hooked on the junk you steal, my son. Stick to nightmares. They are so much easier to manifest.  Nightmares never let you down, they always end with regret, and if you’re lucky, a puddle of body fluids.”  The demon said, with a twinge of lament.
Reve wonders, for the first time, what his mother’s dreams might have been when she was young, and what she might make of them now.  Now that she is so thoroughly enthrall to the dreams of others. 

Lord Nightmare’s reveries are interrupted by Verity, whose screen now displays a multi-headed hydra, horrible, destructive, and devoid of personality.
“Alma, the terrible, the awful, the horrible, a monster defeated by the Night Mare early in the era post-collapse. All data in this sector is restricted. Password please?” 
The screen now flashes the word “Restricted”.
Reve’s eyes narrow.  
“Restricted?”  
“Restricted.” Verity replies. “Password please.”
First classified and now restricted with passwords?  Nothing has ever been unavailable to Reve. Except maybe Mina, and Rose. But when he stops to think about it, he’s never really wanted to know anything about the stories attached to the archeology he collects. He wonders at himself.
“Who has access to this restricted information?”  He demands, as if he might find someone to blame for his own blindness.
“The Night Mare,” Verity replies, “and President Bob.”
“Bob?” Reve says, surprised by a mild jolt of jealousy.  
Bob’s face flashes across the screen in an authorized tribute.
“President Bob began his career in the girl registry office.  He transferred to the Dream Police as an entry level cadet, where he rose quickly through the ranks to senior officer of the Probe Department.  From there he was promoted to Under Commissioner of Rogue-dreamers, and quickly assumed the job of private secretary to the Night Mare herself.  His meteoric career rise has continued with his election to the office of President for life.” Verity concludes.
Reve watches President Bob give his morning report on the screen.  The rat-man is greeting his public on a walkway.  He’s surrounded by a guard of hard shelled monsters.  There’s a small electrode in the palm of his gloved hand.  He’s shaking the appendages of monster constituents along the walkway, but only the ones in tan uniforms.  His handshake administers a lethal shock.  The monsters drop down in foaming seizures.     
“Government cutbacks in action.” Bob says from a ratty smile, directly into the pap camera eyes.  
“Tan uniformed monsters are today’s fast food. Watch your government’s credit saving in action.  Isn’t this an efficient, cheaper, way to feed the monster patrols that keep our walkways safe, for you?” Bob points a finger at the pap.
“Enough, Verity.”  Reve says, repulsed by Bob. He’ll deal with the rat-man another time.                                                     First things first, escape the city, rescue Rose, and find Mina. Then they’ll topple his mother, and Bob will just come tumbling down as a consequence.  Yes, why not, maybe it will be that easy.
A niggling thought forces Reve back to his recent reverie, back to those early memories of his boyhood in the cage. There was something in what his mother said in her talk of Alma, something that has always troubled him. Something filed away to be examined on a day just like today. What was it? He riffles through the details of this memory, and then it comes to him, it pings his brain with clarity.  
“You’re beginning to sound like a weaver.”  That’s what his mother had said.  
It was a curious phrase, pregnant with undiscovered meaning. He thought then that a weaver must refer to his absent father, the North wind. A being his mother normally referred to only in blustering torrents of outrage. A weaver must be a bad thing, he’d supposed. But now, he wonders, if she’d meant it about Alma.
“What’s a weaver?”  He asks Verity.
“Weaver.  A person who makes fabric from threads, or baskets from dried plant leaves.  Also a finch-like songbird of tropical origin, related to sparrows.  The builders of elaborately woven nests.  Family Ploceidae: several genera.”  Images of woven cloth, baskets, and nest building birds, appear on Verity’s screen.
Reve furrows his brow.  None of this is the meaning he’s looking for.  Then a thought pops into his head.  Just a random what if.
“What is the relationship between the Night Mare and the Weaver?”
“That information is classified.” Verity says, and the word “Warning”, flashes on her blue screen in red.  
“Alert!  Access to the Building Climber, set on local, has been granted to President Bob.  Estimated time of arrival - two thousand seven hundred and thirty-four turns of the sweep hand.  He’s climbing his way up.”  Verity says.
The screen shows white uniformed Bob, in the building climber, wearing a big white hat and fiddling with his bibbles.  He’s surrounded by a hard-shell monster guard.  A phalanx of dream probes rises with him, on the outside of the climber.   
“Excellent!”  Reve says with a diabolic gleam in his copper eyes.  He crosses back to his desk and he swipes his hand once over the screens.  The hovering files dissolve into motes of dust.  The blue light fades, leaving only the faint silhouette of the huddled Drifters.  The alarm is weak sounding, the column of light is now grey.
Reve closes the flap over his pack. It seals itself, and shrinks to the size of a small cube, which he shoves into a utility compartment on the calf of his boot.  
He surveys his home, the dark mounds of history lurking all around him.  Then he turns toward the screen, determined to make a mark of his own.  
“Manus Market please, Verity.”  He says.  “But not too close.”       
A red rock expanse appears on Verity’s screen, the bustling tent stall world of the Manus Market visible in the distant background.  A waft of wind blows the scent of exotic spices, and slow roasting meats, through the open portal.  Reve can hear the far off cries of the hawkers.
“Glognu!  Fresh glognu!”
He glances back behind him, to where his blackboard stands.  Though he cannot see it in the gloom of his rooms, it’s image is burned upon the retina of his mind.  The phrase, written by Rose in Binamic slang, is the thing that informs his present resolve.  
To Off-grid, is what it says.
“To Off-grid, Rose.”  Reve offers the room.  “Perhaps I’ll find you there.  I will find you.”  He brings a fist to his heart.
“It’s time to make my own mark on this planet. Goodbye, Mother.”  He says.
He wonders if he’ll ever see this place again, and who he might be when and if that happens.  
“You’re in charge now, Verity.”  Reve says to the dark of the room.
“Affirmative.”  The screen replies.  
He climbs into the image on the screen, and out onto the red rock landscape of the Off-grid to the Left.  He reaches back through the portal opening, and he drops his prayerscreen to the floor.  
When last seen, Reve is walking towards the colorful tents of the Manus Market, fluttering on the near horizon.  Then the portal blips to a point of light, and it’s gone.  The framed image of a castle on a stormy night, is all that remains.

Red uniformed policemen find the last traces of Lord Nightmare many moons hence, on a small asteroid mining colony, established in the yesterday, and run by yubas and dreads.  President Bob’s patrols interrogate the machines, whose memory banks contain grainy recordings of a lean and muscular man, wearing a black-hide uniform, and an Off-gridder hat pulled down low.  From there Lord Nightmare is seen to bounce out into unknown space.  No one will follow him there.